The
following story was begun a couple of years ago.  I have added, a la Paul Harvey, “the rest of
the story.”
For the first 50 years of my life, I
had never found a four-leaf clover.  I
admit, I didn’t search very diligently for them, as I believed they were nearly
impossible to find.  
One afternoon a couple of years ago,
my neighbor’s niece was keeping me company while I did some yard work and hung
my laundry.  She was a precocious little
girl, about seven years old, and a child who questioned everything.  As you may imagine, after about 45 minutes,
her questions began to get a little tedious. 
However, she seemed happy enough just to hang out in my yard.
            I
had left her to keep herself company and had nearly forgotten she was there,
when she cried out, “Mary!  I found a
four-leaf clover!”
            Skeptic
that I was, I called back, “Oh, I don’t think so.”
            But
she persisted, then cried out, “Hey, I found two!”
            Now
I was hooked.  I called back,  "Oh, let me see that.”
            Sure
enough, there in the grass, were two four-leaf clovers.  We each picked one, then began to search for
more.  All told, our quest rewarded us
with seven four-leaf clovers.  We left the additional ones in the
ground.  When my neighbor, her uncle,
came outside to collect her at last, we told him her story and gave him a
four-leaf clover, too.
            Since
I am a casually spiritual person, I thought to myself as they left that it took
the eyes of a small child to show me what had been right under my nose all the
time.  And that is where I left the
lesson for a time.
            However,
as life would have it, the lesson really wasn’t over.  I began to find four-leaf clovers
everywhere:  in my own yard, in the grass
outside of my office, in the dog park where I walk shelter dogs.  I found big four-leaf clovers, tiny four-leaf
clovers, striped four-leaf clovers.  I
have even found a five-leaf clover and a six-leaf clover!
            I
began giving the clovers as gifts, especially to cancer patients or those with
special circumstances.  Not so much as a
portent of good luck, but as a reminder that sometimes God’s greatest gifts are
right in front of us, but we have forgotten where to look. 
 And now:  “the rest of the story”…..
When my little dog,
Pepper, developed cancer, I found myself frantically looking for a four-leaf
clover for her.  It was a mild winter and
there was plenty of clover, but four-leaf clovers eluded me.  Toward the end of her illness, as we walked
through the park, I said aloud: “There is a time for every purpose under
heaven.  Maybe there is a time for
four-leaf clovers, too.”  As often
happens, a few moments later Pepper sat down in the grass: and practically sat
on two four-leaf clovers!  Although I
already knew her time was drawing to a close, I picked them for her.
 When the day came to
take her to Penn Vet for what would be her last visit, I was just a mess of
emotions.  As Pepper took her last stroll
in the grass outside the hospital, there, too, we found a four-leaf
clover.  Though I knew I would have to
let her go that day, I still picked the clover and gave it to the emergency
room staff.  And as I left, with only her
leash and harness, I thought to myself that I would probably lay off looking
for clovers for a while.
 Which is what I have
been doing.  Recently, though, I
volunteered at Philadelphia’s Animal Care and Control Team (ACCT), at a
vaccination clinic for dogs and cats. 
Imagine my surprise and delight, as I set out some folding chairs, to
see a four-leaf clover right under my feet.
 So, maybe I don’t have
the heart to find four-leaf clovers at the moment.  Maybe, as I learned that day at ACCT,
four-leaf clovers will have to find me. 
And that brings me back to the original lesson of the four-leaf clover
for me, summed up in a poem by Goethe I learned in high school, years ago:
Willst du immer weiter schweifen?
Seih, das Gute liegt so na.
Lerne nur das Gluck ergreifen,
Denn das Gluck ist immer da.
Or,
in English:
Must you wander farther and farther?
See, goodness lies so near.
Learn only to grasp happiness,
Because happiness is always here.
I had no idea that Goethe wrote something so nice. I always imagined he was hellfire and brimstone. Our granddog moved home today, his mother (our daughter) to move back in tomorrow. I will be thinking of you when I want to yell at the two dogs to stop barking.... that I don't want the day there is no barking to ever come.
ReplyDeleteMary, the image of four-leaf clover finding you reminds me there are no coincidences and what we need often comes to us if we are open enough to see it.
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Mary, I am so glad to hear the peace you express as you go thru your healing process. The dogs (and cats)at PACCT are very lucky to be benefiting from your love.
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